-I MISS YOU TATAY :(

I sit alone now in the darkness of despair.
I cry my silent tears,
My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces.
The silence is deafening to my ears.
The darkness frightens me,
The shadows climb the wall.
I hear footsteps walking,
Passing through the hall.
The loneliness surrounds me,
It takes my breath away,
This is the pattern of my life,
Since that awful, dreadful day.
Without a clue
Without a hint
Of what was yet to be,
God called you home
To be with him
And took you away from me.
I walk, I talk. I carry on
When the sun pokes out it's head
But when darkness falls
And evening comes
I cannot go to bed.
For this is when I miss you most of all
When I curl into a little ball
And cry those silent tears.
Watching the shadows,
And missing you...TATAY :(

-you are so special

‎-'Sometimes I missed to asked you how you doin' this days? are you okey? is there something wrong? I may not show you that much how I value you but I want you to know, you are special more than you'll ever know..

-iloveyoutruly

If I could talk to you, I would never stop. 
If I could see you, I would never look away.
If I could be with you, I would never leave you 

Because I love you truly.

-LETTING GO HURTS LIKE HELL

Love changed me.. the way i think, the way i act,
the way i decide..
sometimes, i even go againsts my principles
and beliefs in life..
loving doesn't mean i'll always be happy..
sometimes, all it provides me is pain and misery..
yet i was blinded by strong emotions
that i failed to see reality..
sometimes, letting go is the answer..
it hurts like hell, but i will soon realize that
it's better to see the person i love to be happy with someone else than to be lonely with me..:(

-BE THANKFUL TO THE PERSON WHO LOVES YOU :)

-If a person loves U,

U shuld be thankful.... to that person.

U Know why ?

B'coz

there's a lot of people who... love that person.. more than U.

But

still that person ..choose to love U

 

-:( WHY O WHY?

I don't understand why destiny allowed some people to meet... when there's no way for them to be together... :'(

-LOVE LOVE

-I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your
voice,
And the way that we
touch,
I love your warm smile,
And your kind, thoughtful
way,
The joy that you bring To
my life everyday,
I love you today,
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever,
With all of my heart. ♥ ♥

-IWANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU

I Love You.
Higher than the Skies, Deeper than the Ocean..

All my life I thought I needed the perfect setting, the perfect opportunity & the perfect way to tell someone I love them but suddenly, I realized I don’t need any of that because I know it’ll be perfect as long as I’m saying it to you.

If we’re perfect for each other, and if we’re meant to be with each other, we will be with each other. Maybe not now, or tomorrow, but later, and I can promise you that.

You’re the reason I live, you’re the reason I’d die, you’re the reason I smile yet breakdown and cry. You’re the reason I keep going and the reason I fall. But without you in my life, I’m nothing at all.

I know I have made my shares of mistakes in life and I had been wrong about a lot of things. But there is one thing I do know and I will always know, I was never wrong about knowing you.

You know what I’ve learned from life and love? That there’s no right one. No one’s right for you until you yourself would make that person right for you..

-WHAT IS TRUE LOVE?

True love passes all understandings.
True love Expresses loyalty.
True love hurts but can learn how to mend.
True love dreams the highest dreams.
True love waits until the stars visit the day.
True love seeks good for the other.
True love lends forgiveness.
True love cries but washes away the pains.
True love makes an ignorant boy a mature man.
True love softens the heart of a girl to a nurtured woman.
True love never lies.
True love loves a person until forever.
True love sees love even though the hair is white.
And most of all...TRUE LOVE never breaks promises, until the vow has been done.

one day at a time :)

" Never regret anything because...
At one time it was exactly what you wanted....
Living life with regrets is in a sense... 
Not really living life.... 
Picture yourself trying to drive somewhere
Sure we have all made mistakes... 
And sometimes we wish... 
That things could have gone differently... 
But it is impossible to keep reliving these moments... 
And expect to move forward in life.... 
We must use this as an example... 
To the way we live our lives.... " 

- be yourself

" Always be yourself...Never try to hide who you are... The only shame is to have shame...Always stand up for what you believe in...Always question what other people tell you...Never regret the past, it’s a waste of time...There’s a reason for everything. Every mistake, every moment of weakness, every terrible thing that has happened to you-grow from it...The only way you can ever get the respect of others is when you show them that you respect yourself and most importantly..Do your thing and never apologize for being you...." 

-giving up?

 Some say and choose to believe that giving up is the only option to choose when the world gets too hard... Holding your faith in yourself..And in the belief that everything that is going to be just fine as long as you do everything that you can on your end is crucial to being able to hold it together in this world when things get tough...This world and this life will be full of challenges that seem to range from easy to back-breaking..But these challenges are presented to us for a reason..."

" Anyone can give up... It's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart...That's true strength... 

-silent lucidity

In the silent and lucid mind
There is love I intuitively find
It grows in each passing breath
And fuels my path with increasing depth

For this gift I am gracious and humble
In these times chaos can oft make us stumble
As I give and let it flow
It ignites in others who lovingly know

That more to life is there indeed
And all the selfish know not what we need
To make us happy and filled with joy
Just open yourself up and let unselfish love deploy

-knowing

There is nothing I say that you don't already know
There is only the difference of our chosen energy flow
One can go in any direction we so choose
Though most run in circles choosing to feel blue

Create our own prison do we at times
Locked deep inside the tragic lessons of the blind
Choosing not to see into our own light
Distracted by life and all of our plight

To find your path back to abundant joy
Seek knowledge within and quiet all the noise
Free will is and always will be yours
So be clear and present when making your choice

Breakthrough your troubles to the other side
Were your energetic love does then abide
There you will find what you felt from 'above'
The path back to source is within Unselfish Love

EGO OR LOVE FLOWS?

The greatest gift you can give yourself
Is to place your ego upon the shelf
Giving in to selfish desire
Merely drives us away from our truest power

Deceit mistrust lies and greed
Are all that results from selfish deeds
So open your eyes and free your mind
From all the joy its left behind

Blinded by those conceited ways
You'll darken your path and leave love betrayed
Give though of your heart altruistically
And love in light shall you then begin to see

To be of service to another one
Is fulfilling and free as the shining sun
So be bold brave and eternally free
And become the change you wish to see!

-GOD MAKES EVERYTHING POSSIBLE

Appreciated what you have. because nothing is permanent in this world. in just a blink of an eye, everything can change.

-LOVE

-Love

What is love as defined by you
How can you know or proclaim it to be true
The answer it seems depends on the clue
Of what conscious level of awareness fits you

We are all so quick to express such a word
Without truly knowing all that its worth
We may all love our car, food or material things
Not knowing in the expression of the selfishness that brings

Give and take and compromise it is often said
Is the foundation of success drilled into our head
When we speak of relationships that are built to last
Yet selfish is this notion and the ignorance must now pass

Do explain I'm sure is what you might be saying
Unselfish is the meaning of that which I'm portraying
Give unto another without expecting return
Anything at all for that is when you learn

Grasp the realization that Love is not a thing
But rather an expression of the altruism we can bring
The sun does not shine and expect you to be there
It shines without judgement on who might benefit and where

This is the meaning of how true love should be
Given without judgement on what you do for me
Free and unselfish and pure expressive form
This very definition passes not as the norm

We all expect something for that which we give
And that is the wisdom lost amongst we who live
In a selfish world were old number one
Is all that is important underneath said shining sun

Breakthrough this ignorance is what I truly hope
By presenting this perspective we can choose to take the rope
Lasso your inner wisdom and there you'll plainly see
Unselfishly loving is the ONLY way to be!

Yes it may hurt when the selfish do declare
They deserve more than you or I can share
Still we must transcend our own egos pain
Knowing deep within that growth we can proclaim

For to give of your love without wanting a thing
Does bring a peace and solace to a life that truly sings
Letting go of selfish and ego driven lies
We then ascend the ladder of our own angel eyes..

-FOREVER

-I can say I love you, I can say I hate you, I can say I dont want to know and I dont care... but the truth is You are now a part of me and I will always love you even when I hate you ~ I care and YOU will always be special to me and have a place in my heart & soul FOREVER 

-FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS

When you wonder and ask yourself, how you are going to undertake a certain action that’s necessary to achieve your main goals in life, you might get stock on the how! 
And the chances are big that if you do not decipher it within a certain time span which you reserved for this task, you might retreat from the effort you initially put into this task.

But replace the “how” with “why” and your energy level could instantly be elevated towards a more powerful dimension; where you become spiritually impervious to the “hell or high water” that life might throw at you..,
When your why is big enough; it will transcend what you have to do to get there, to achieve your goals in life. The why is what gives you the spiritual energy to proceed on, in pursuing your dream, when physically and mentally life seems to have drained you of all your energy.

And I tell you my dear friend; if you ever ask yourself why you should pursue your dreams..? It’s because without a shadow of a doubt, you were born great, you are more than worthy of any goal, be it big or small, which you desire to achieve in life. This is your life and it’s your time to shine.., 

-TRUE ESSENCE OF FRIENDSHIP

-"We invent nothing, truly. We borrow and re-create. We uncover and discover. All has been given, as the
mystics say. We have only to open our eyes and hearts, to become one with that which is."

-DIAMONDS

Many years ago in South Africa, a man sold his farm so that he might spend his days in search of diamonds. He was consumed with dreams of becoming wealthy. When he had finally exhausted his resources and his health and was no closer to his fortune than the day he sold his farm, he threw himself into a river and drowned.

One day, the man who had bought his farm spotted an unusual-looking stone in a creek bed. He placed it on his fireplace mantle as a conversation piece. A visitor noticed the stone and examined it closely. He then voiced his suspicion that the stone was actually a diamond. The discreet farmer had the stone analyzed, and sure enough, it was one of the largest and finest diamonds ever found.

Still operating with great secrecy, the farmer searched his stream, gathering similar stones. They were all diamonds. In fact, his farm was covered with diamonds just waiting to be picked up. The farm the diamond-seeker had sold turned out to be one of the richest diamond deposits in the world.

The lessons of wisdom can often to be learned in the relationships and experiences we encounter every day. Ask God to reveal to you what you need to know in order to live the life He desires. The resources you need are probably right in front of you. Proverbs 23:19

- loving you

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
... Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the END..

-forgiving is very hard to do

DailyInspiringQuotes

"Forgiveness is choosing to love. It is the first skill of self-giving love."
~Mahatma Gandhi

"We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies."
~Martin Luther King, Jr.

-MY OWN RECIPE OF BEEF STROGANOFF

‎-beef stroganoff

-Ingredients:
.1/2 kg beef sirloin cut into strips..
.3 table spoon vegetable oil/cooking iol
.1 can mushrooms/sliced
.1 can cream of mushroom
.1 can nestle cream
.1 fresh milk
.cloves of garlic/more the yummier
.onion finely chopped
.ground pepper
.seasoning..i used magic sarap:p
.flour
-PREPARATION:
-1} marinate beef sirloin in salt n pinch of pepper..for 30 mins
.after 30 mins..roll the marinated beef into flour..then fry..set aside
-2).Heat oil in a large pan over medium heat. add garlics onion, and mushrooms. Cook, stirring, for 5 to 7 minutes,.add the fried beef, Add fresh milk, cream of mushroom and nestle cream; stir to blend. Taste and add salt, pinch of pepper as needed. Transfer to a serving platter . Serve with hot buttered noodles or rice...